Saturday, 27 July 2013

Back to Tara Again

This morning, I chanted half a mala of Om Mani Padme Hum, and then felt called to chant half a mala to Tara.  I think it's because I'm concerned about my son going into hospital, and so chanting to his matron goddess seemed a good idea.

I also drew some cards, shown here from the Mystical Lenormand (Königsfurt-Urania, 2004).

Key, Whips, Letter, Snake, Tower.
My first reading of these related quite specifically to my son's hospital admission.  In the letter we originally got, and a phone call at the start of the week, I was told he should be in by 11.30am, and start fasting from 7.30am.  However, yesterday someone left a message saying he should be in by 10, and fasting from 6, which is a lot worse for him.  The key to overcoming arguments, then, is to rely on what is written, when setting boundaries with an institution.

Not that I just rely on a card reading to decide these things.  Later in the morning I tried calling three different numbers to ask which message I should follow.  Didn't get through on any of the numbers, but you can't say I didn't try.  We may compromise, and stop him eating at 7, and be in for 10.30 :D

My second reading is that insights into clearing out negative patterns come from journalling, a way for me to let go of feelings of isolation.  Once again, that'd be this blog ;)  So, while we're in hospital I may not be able to post, but I will try to keep a journal nevertheless...

6 comments:

  1. Good good luck!!!

    I will be thinking of you both and sending healing and smooth sailing.

    Hugs,MM

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  2. I'm thinking of you too and hoping that by now your son is resting comfortably and recovering.

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  3. Health, happiness and wholeness to you and those you love. So mote it be.

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  4. Thank you all for the well-wishes. We go in tomorrow, and I'm not sure when I'll next get on-line. But I shall hold you all in my heart, as pillars of love and support!

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  5. Perhaps You will read this when you are back and hopefully all went well. I will be praying for you and your boy

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    1. Thank you very much, Ellen! All prayers and good wishes are much appreciated :)

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