Friday, 12 July 2013
It's Good To Talk
After the unpleasantness yesterday, I did a nine square reading, which I won't post because it was long, complicated, and a bit too revealing. Interestingly, though, two of the same cards appeared in this morning's three card draw - Moon, Birds, Clover - shown here from the Mystical Lenormand (Königsfurt-Urania, 2004).
Seems that talking about my emotions will bring a little happiness back into my life :) I already talked a bit with my DH about it, which helped. I think this comes back to what I mentioned a couple of weeks ago - my sense of responsibility and loyalty to others. This person who expects something from me that I can't deliver didn't really put me on the spot. It was my own feelings that did that.
This ties in, as well, with my new moon reading, which I was reminded of when I sat to meditate, as the cards are still out on my altar. I really do need to let go of these old emotions, and be willing to explore where I am emotionally now, and where I want to be. Yes, I want to be loyal and responsible, but not at any price. I need to be clear about where my boundaries are, and not let myself be pushed beyond them by my own feelings of guilt. If I can be clearer, and more boundaried, then I am less likely to end up comfort eating!