Saturday, 13 July 2013

Mothering Instinct

This morning, I felt drawn to pull a card from the Oracle of the Mermaids (Blue Angel, 2013) again.  I heaved a bit of an exasperated sigh when Yemaya came out, but decided to chant to her and see where it took me.  So, I did half a mala of Om Mani Padme Hum, and a full mala of Yemaya Assessu.

Overall, I noticed that I feel a lot more positively inclined to Yemaya than I did a few weeks ago when she came up.  While chanting, I felt as though I was being rocked by the goddess, which was pleasant.  And I thought about how I'll be spending most of the day with my son, which is also about mothering.  Despite his issues, I love him so much!  Finally, I also thought about how we are trying to have another child, and was able to bid another soul welcome.  We'll see how that goes...

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  1. Oh, Kerry...

    Wishing you strongest luck this time. Will be thinking of you often and sending stickiest vibes (something I kept seeing on fertility forums) all the while.

    XOX,
    MM

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    1. Eww, sticky vibes sound a bit gross :D Still, I shall accept them in the spirit offered, and thank you muchly!

      Hugs galore,
      Kerry

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    2. You are right...sticky does sound especially gross in the summer. How about baby-friendly vibes or BFV got short? Or maybe SBS (smooth baby sailing)...

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    3. LOL! You're a barrel of laughs, MM :D

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  2. Wow, that was a transformational session! Well done! I like that about sticky vibes. I'll send you some sticky vibes, too. :) x

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    1. Yes, despite my eye-rolling, it was good to connect with Yemaya again. And thanks for the sticky vibes, too. I'm guessing it's a fertility thing, though to be honest, in this heat we probably couldn't send any non-sticky vibes right now ;D
      Kxx

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    2. Yes, I'm thinking it's to make sure implantation is good and sticky. (eww)

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