Monday, 2 December 2013
Kali Sadhana Day 13
After the yoga, before sitting and chanting Om Krim Kalikaye Namaha, I drew a card from the Oracle of Shapeshifters (Beyond Words, 2013). I was a bit miffed with this card: it reads rather predictively: a change you did not see coming. However, as I sat and meditated, some of the thoughts that drifted through my mind included how I respond to the unexpected.
My DH is excellent in a crisis, but I'll admit I'm not so good. In the first instant, I tend to freeze. I think it's because I have so many things going through my head - too many possibilities and options. Perhaps this is one of my fears: that I won't be able to cope with the crises that life sends my way. At least I have someone who is good with them by my side. And perhaps meditating will help me to stay calm while I work my way through those options...