With that inspiration, this morning I decided to do another thing I haven't done for quite some time: draw a Lenormand line of three. I pulled from the Gilded Reverie Lenormand (Ciro Marchetti, 2012):
|Book, Coffin, Bear|
The first thing I saw here was the end (Coffin) of writing (Book), as motherhood (Bear) takes over. Certainly, this blog is testament to how little time I've been spending on anything esoteric, and writing more generally. More particularly, I see it pointing to how my life has changed from focusing on the spiritual (Book) to focusing on the practical (Bear). While the two aren't mutually exclusive in any way, my spiritual practices have often been focused on writing, studying, drawing cards, and meditations that are quite mental. I guess a walking meditation isn't so much, and I have at least been chanting while breastfeeding sometimes recently :D
There is also something here about how the move away from writing has had a detrimental impact on my nutrition - now that I don't write what I eat, I feel a little out of control. Still, all that says is that if I want to get control back, I need to return to keeping track of what I'm eating...