Anyway, the energy I need to release is that of Balance. I see here once again the message to stop trying so hard to make things okay for everyone around me (same as last month's 'Sacrifice').
It's true that I've been doing quite a lot of that, perhaps to my own detriment. I've had mastitis, with a high temperature, but my first worry was that it was something infectious I'd give to one of my boys. And after that, though the advice is to rest, I was still taking care of everyone, worrying that my DH would get overburdened. He finally said that he was happy to take on the baby for a bit and that I should go rest - what a sweetie. The point, though, is that putting myself first, or even second or third, comes hard!
I see here a recommendation to do some heart-centred meditation, and to resume my daily gratitude practice, which has also fallen by the wayside of late.
It's interesting, this deck has quite a lot of 'negative' cards for an 'angel' deck (those people in Balance look so grumpy!) Yet, I rather like that - we need angelic help and chakra balancing precisely for the troubles that we face in life...