|Image from Let's Sort It|
Writing about it here, I notice my need to justify taking this, or any step. Even with wanting to eat less sugar, I justify it as not wanting to 'poison' my breast feeding baby. Somehow, I find it hard to do something just for me, or just because. And talking with the hypnotherapist, I realise this is connected to why I eat chocolate.
My mother instilled a strong work ethic in me, that sense that I must be of service to others. And that is generally a good thing, except that somehow it makes everything that I do into work, with very few exceptions. So, I've come to see chocolate and sweets as my "only" treat. Even things like blogging, which I love, I do with the justification that it helps me learn, and helps with my "tarot reader" profile.
Here, then, are the cards from the Mystical Lenormand (Könisgsfurt-Urania, 2004) that I have chosen for my altar:
|Scythe, Bear, Paths, Bouquet.|