Conscious Spirit Oracle (U.S. Games, 2013) and popped the Integration card back in it. Then, I riffle shuffled a few times, hand-over-hand shuffled a few times, fanned the cards, and picked one. Yep, you guessed it: Integration again!
Clearly, either this is a message I still need, or I haven't understood it properly yet. Perhaps, what it's speaking to is this second card, from Les Vampires
(Blue Angel, 2014). In order to be fully integrated, fully myself,
perhaps I need a somewhat stronger sense of independence. It's true I
can be quite easily influenced by others, in some ways. I don't feel
I'm very good at interviewing people, for instance. I tend to always
see their good points, and understand their weaknesses. Which is good
as a counsellor, not so good if I'm supposed to make HR decisions.
Feeling someone must be good enough, if they've been picked and sent to
me, is not exercising my own discernment.
So, I'll take any opportunities offered this weekend to stand up for myself, my beliefs, and what I feel is right...